haiz.. tot you today can come pie me work.. haiz... but haiz but cannot be wan... cos you won come pie me wan.. you got your own life liao.. haiz...

you mast be happy right.. i noe.. hahaha... good to see you happy.. but i still won forget that you use me... this pain is really make my tears come out alot of time... you are very good girl... how much i do also never let you get this pain.. you wan wat i give you wat.. you wan buy this i buy for you you wan go watch movie i help you pay you wan money i give but end up i get is just let you use.. okay lo you win lo... you very good lo... even you really change alot but i ask you did you get all the happiness you wan... you may say yes cos wat you wan you get.. but did you think that wat did you do to the person who love you and end up people say she only just use you to forget someone... did you think about other people feelin... so wat if i did not cry or give a sad face... i won give... i only just use beer and cig and keep workin and go school or keep do pull up.. i wan to make myself so so so tired until i really very week... even how much i do i won forget wat you did.. and you was like keep lying to me for 1 year and play my feelin... wat can i do? kill you meh... i won kill you... cos you are the girl i love last time... now you are happy... den me le... still in the sad world... who just let people use... i only just let you use to forget the person you love only let you use as a atm... i maybe stupid but i still got feelin wan okay... i really don wan talk about it... everytime i talk about this my tears will come out... i really don wan... i really wan to get lost of this... you did say a sorry but sorry can do wat? i can take you sorry... but arh nvm... you get all the pain is just about love... den me le... i get wan is just let people use arh... you wan more pain or mine more pain.. if you say yours den go think about it... just leave me alone pls... you make cry you make me sad... wat you still wan to do next? make me more pain? i already very tired already okay... but wat nid you do? nothing... but just keep add more pain to me.... nid you really wan to see i really cry out in your face? if you wan den come on... i will do it for you to see... wat i get is all pain, sad, tears and tired... i think wat you wan me to be is a useless person... go have your life... i'm not your who... you don have a annoying and disturding friend... all alone i have been a fool for 1 year...

wat happen to me??? why am i so tired and no mood.... why... this really make me cry... why am i like this again... sometime i scold myself for being so stupid and just wish my life can stop man..

you really change alot alot... now you are not the yingping i noe... the yingping i noe is gone she is not in this world... cos i like when she come and hug me and the yingping alway will say come buy me this or that.. haiz... you are now jina ng.. not yingping... remember to sat happy okay... sorry i really canot give you money again... i nid to get my 75o back... i have to keep workin and workin...

i really feel so sad man.. wat happen? when i cut hair i donoe why my tears just come out... i really feel so pain... and sad... haiz):

i really donoe why you still wan ask money from me? you already got stead already le... nvm... i really wan to say thanks for stead with me last time... thanks... you are right... you never even love me at the first place... only you wan forget him den you stead with me... :/ you all along was just usin me... wat the fuck... i just donoe why i just canot hate you... now den i noe i was just a toy to you.. you sad den come den you happy you just leave it alone... i donoe why man... nvm
from today on desmond ng always along...

hiaz i really don feel like goin to school already... so bored... nvm... it seen like i have to go... well i have a good news... i teo dbar... sometime i ask i am your bro or not at all?

i really donoe why man... wat the fuck la... last time you say you love me is all are lie i nvm... wat now you still wan to lie some more.. don think i very nice to bully la... pig arh you should noe la you wan wat i give you la... now wat got andy use andy to come make me die la... i don care you got him or not la... i have never play your love befor i is use my heart to love you... but until last sat den i noe you was just playin my love... because you just wan to forget him tat why you wan stead with me... yingping arh... i never tot you was a person like tat you noe... i tot you really nid help tat why i wan help you end up you do this to me... you have done a very nice work... in my heart you are a good girl... i don think you are bad or wat... but you sometime really do oven... a person who give you everything but end up you wan make the person die... haiz why mast you do this le?

so i noe everything now... last time you don even love me just because you wan forget andy that why you stead with me... so you are just usin me.... why you wan do this sia... you wan wat i give you end up i get wan is just let people use only... i still tot i really got a girlfriend already but until today i den noe... you are really the best... 2000 i never say you spen... is i wan spen on you last time.... money i can don care.. but wat i wan is your ans why you wan do this to me?