you mast be happy right.. i noe.. hahaha... good to see you happy.. but i still won forget that you use me... this pain is really make my tears come out alot of time... you are very good girl... how much i do also never let you get this pain.. you wan wat i give you wat.. you wan buy this i buy for you you wan go watch movie i help you pay you wan money i give but end up i get is just let you use.. okay lo you win lo... you very good lo... even you really change alot but i ask you did you get all the happiness you wan... you may say yes cos wat you wan you get.. but did you think that wat did you do to the person who love you and end up people say she only just use you to forget someone... did you think about other people feelin... so wat if i did not cry or give a sad face... i won give... i only just use beer and cig and keep workin and go school or keep do pull up.. i wan to make myself so so so tired until i really very week... even how much i do i won forget wat you did.. and you was like keep lying to me for 1 year and play my feelin... wat can i do? kill you meh... i won kill you... cos you are the girl i love last time... now you are happy... den me le... still in the sad world... who just let people use... i only just let you use to forget the person you love only let you use as a atm... i maybe stupid but i still got feelin wan okay... i really don wan talk about it... everytime i talk about this my tears will come out... i really don wan... i really wan to get lost of this... you did say a sorry but sorry can do wat? i can take you sorry... but arh nvm... you get all the pain is just about love... den me le... i get wan is just let people use arh... you wan more pain or mine more pain.. if you say yours den go think about it... just leave me alone pls... you make cry you make me sad... wat you still wan to do next? make me more pain? i already very tired already okay... but wat nid you do? nothing... but just keep add more pain to me.... nid you really wan to see i really cry out in your face? if you wan den come on... i will do it for you to see... wat i get is all pain, sad, tears and tired... i think wat you wan me to be is a useless person... go have your life... i'm not your who... you don have a annoying and disturding friend... all alone i have been a fool for 1 year...

wat happen to me??? why am i so tired and no mood.... why... this really make me cry... why am i like this again... sometime i scold myself for being so stupid and just wish my life can stop man..

you really change alot alot... now you are not the yingping i noe... the yingping i noe is gone she is not in this world... cos i like when she come and hug me and the yingping alway will say come buy me this or that.. haiz... you are now jina ng.. not yingping... remember to sat happy okay... sorry i really canot give you money again... i nid to get my 75o back... i have to keep workin and workin...

i really feel so sad man.. wat happen? when i cut hair i donoe why my tears just come out... i really feel so pain... and sad... haiz):

i really donoe why you still wan ask money from me? you already got stead already le... nvm... i really wan to say thanks for stead with me last time... thanks... you are right... you never even love me at the first place... only you wan forget him den you stead with me... :/ you all along was just usin me... wat the fuck... i just donoe why i just canot hate you... now den i noe i was just a toy to you.. you sad den come den you happy you just leave it alone... i donoe why man... nvm
from today on desmond ng always along...

hiaz i really don feel like goin to school already... so bored... nvm... it seen like i have to go... well i have a good news... i teo dbar... sometime i ask i am your bro or not at all?

i really donoe why man... wat the fuck la... last time you say you love me is all are lie i nvm... wat now you still wan to lie some more.. don think i very nice to bully la... pig arh you should noe la you wan wat i give you la... now wat got andy use andy to come make me die la... i don care you got him or not la... i have never play your love befor i is use my heart to love you... but until last sat den i noe you was just playin my love... because you just wan to forget him tat why you wan stead with me... yingping arh... i never tot you was a person like tat you noe... i tot you really nid help tat why i wan help you end up you do this to me... you have done a very nice work... in my heart you are a good girl... i don think you are bad or wat... but you sometime really do oven... a person who give you everything but end up you wan make the person die... haiz why mast you do this le?

so i noe everything now... last time you don even love me just because you wan forget andy that why you stead with me... so you are just usin me.... why you wan do this sia... you wan wat i give you end up i get wan is just let people use only... i still tot i really got a girlfriend already but until today i den noe... you are really the best... 2000 i never say you spen... is i wan spen on you last time.... money i can don care.. but wat i wan is your ans why you wan do this to me?

if a girl who really you pls don vive up on the girl and if the girl say a painfull thing is just a angry worlds and she still love you even say this... cos when ever a girl say don love you.. don give up on the person you love.. go for it.. don be a person like me... a girl who really love me alot last time and even she angry but we are stillhappy cos we noe we love each other.. but is okay that we are not happy cos awhile later we are okay cos we meet and talk happyly... people who is in a relationshippls don break with the person you love even your friend say she not good or wat just don care go for your feelin... feelin is always a good things... cos you will never go the wrong way i have go a wrong way cos i listen to my friend.. pls people don give up keep go on tat will have a very happy endin wan... even it is not easy but just don give up... go on...

i really feel alot alot of pain.. i really donoe why... i really wan to end my life cos wat i do i really think of you..i really don wan this pain.. it is really very very pain... i really cry out when i'm alone... pls i really very very pain...

your wish already come.. so anything happen last long okay... pig jia you jia you... don break liao hor... go for it.. when you sad come find me... i'm okay with it... cos i don wan see you unhappy only... i think you won msg me for very very long ba... maybe 1 year or maybe more den a year... but is okay... just go for it... i love you...

something is not mine it will never be mine again... how i wish or wat it will never be mine... i just wan you to be happy... even you outside have aloy of doys i don mind just be carefull can liao... last time ting just forget about it...

i noe now you don have me very very happy... i noe wat i do or wat is just make you think i'm annoying and disturbin your life.. i noe... if you really believe them that they say wat den just go believe... i really don wan to make you not happy or wat okay... i noe you don have me you will be very very happy and i noe you still got 1 more facebook but you just block me only... don worry... i won go in to your life even i love you i won even tell you at all... i will just tell you tat go have fun with your life stay happy... don be sad... i'm happy that you call me just now but end up you call me and scold me...but nvm is okay.. cos i don mind... io noe becaause of that thing you are angry.... but i will still tell you i love you... stay happy ba.... byebye pingping

yesterday my workin people ask me you break with her already why don wan go find a new wan? i say don wan... my heart say cos i still love her... but she won even love me at all... yesterday bk ake my you and yingping how long already i say we break already he say huh i donoe i tot you and her still together... i say no break already... he say she last time tell me tat she love you alot alot lo... i say oh... he ask me you don love her meh? i say no i love her alot alot... but just because of something den we have to break... he say why don go find a new wan? i say i don wan... haiz.. now i see you really love him alot alot... yingping de monkey take care of yingping pls... don give her pain and sad... i will not be in singapore for 10 day.. so pls take care of her... she really love you... even she tell me meet you for wat but her heart say i love him... yingping remember this anything happen or wat just don be sad... if you read until this post pls don be angry... and just stay happy cos i will never make you happy cos how i do you won be happy wan... only your friend and your monkey... i really love you but is no use but i will tell you is yingping stay happy don be sad... even i love you now is the wrong thnig cos you already fall in love with someone so is okay... i just wish you luck... even i am sad or wat i won tell you cos all i will do is to keep inside my heart.... well today you takin new phone.. but i really wish i can take the same phone as you.. but can be wan cos you won like the same as me... well i think i won be takin the same phone as you... cos you don like... btw have fun with your friend and your monkey... in my heart i still will say i love you...

i donoe you still remember this or not... but i will tell you that this is the wan you sing to be last time... oh woah oh ho woah oh oh woah oh you know i love you i know you care just shout whenever and i'll be there you i wan your love i want your heart and we will never ever ever be apart we an item girl quit playing we just friends what are you sayin said theres another one look right in my eyes my first love broke my heart for the first time and i was like yingping yingping yingping oh like yingping yingping yingping no yingping yingping yingping oh i though you always be mine (mine) yingping yingping yingping ho like yingping yingping yingping no like yingping yingping yingping oh i though you'd always be mine (mine) oh oh for you i would've done whatever and i just cant believe we aint together and wanna play it cool but i'm loosin you i'll buy you anything i 'll buy you any ring cause i'm in pieces yingping fix me and just shake me till you wake me from this bad dream i'm goin down down down down and i just can't believe my first love wont be around and i was like yingping yingping yingping oh like yingping yingping no like yingping yingping yingping oh i though you you'd always be mine (mine) yingping yingping yingping oh like yingping yingping yingping no like yingping yingping yingping oh i though you'd always be mine (mine) when i was 17 i had my first love there was nobody that compared to my baby & nobody came between us or could ever come above she have me goin crazy oh i was star struck she wake me up daily dont need no starbucks she made heart pound & skip a beat when i see her in the street & thats cool on the playground but i really wanna see her on a weekend she knows she got me dazing cuz she was so amazing & now my heart is breaking but i will keep on saying yingping yingping yingping oh like yingping yingping yingping no like yingping yingping yingping oh i though you'd always be mine (mine) yingping yingping yingping oh like yingping yingping yingping no like yingping yingping yingping oh i though you'd always be mine (mine) (now i'm gone) yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah (now i'm gone) yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah (now i'm gone) now i'm all gone gone gone gone gone i'm gone
this is the song that last time we sing together

really hope you can be mine again haiz really wish...

i noe last time is last time now is now... seen you say now is now why noot give me 1 more time? seen i have lean a lesson last time.. but now i will do watever you ask to do... you wan wat i can give you.. i donoe why i still canot let go of you inside my heart i really donoe... i'm sorry when i have you i don think of your feelin but when i lost you i start to noe why already... that why i say i wan you back.. cos i really lend a lesson... and now wat i will do is to do whatever thing you ake me to do... i noe you may be angry for seein the word baby... i noe and i hve tell you that i won say liao... cos i just don wan to see you angry.. i'm sorry.. even things will come back but you will never come back to me cos like wat you say you don love me at all... but don worry.. cos i noe this all is angry words... cos you have love me befor... that why now you say i don love you at all is because you wan make the feelin of you gone cos you don wan to love me... yeah i noe... cos wat i done you will never forget in your heartbut is okay.. cos i noe last time i do is really oven already... but now i really wish you can be with me den i will do whatever you say...

even how i wish, how i do, you will never come back and never love me.. you say you see my blog say come back come back... that why you don wan talk to me i see.. why do my heart still love you? why i just canot let go of you? i donoe why... maybe this love is the painful wan ba... i just wan you to say alot alot of painful words to me.... cos i really wan get alot alot of pain inside of me... how much pain i get i will say a thanks to you... cos i really wan you to give a big pain to me... i really wan.... yeah i noe you fuckin hate me, i noe i'm so ugly, cos this all is really wan cos i'm not hamsome at all... is you say i'm hamsome last time.. but i noe you lat time force yourself to say it i noe... thanks alot alot... cos you make my tears come out and thanks for makin me pain.. i really feel the pain... i noe i'm extra and i noe you never love me befor.. thanks alot... cos i'm really extra to you. thanks

Nvm you are right you don like me at all.. why you wan to be the person i love? seen you say you don like me at the first place why you still say i love you last time why... means you all along was playin with me? why you wan do like this to me? why? i really donoe why you wan do this to me... why i just get alot of pain inside of me? you lie to me... in my heart i alway love you... i have not been givin up on you... is you are the wan okay... you think i really wan break with you? you think i really don love you? no no no! i still love you okay.. I LOVE YOU! but all you noe is just say you don like me and don love me... why am i really canot love you? why? am i really so bad? am i? i really cry out because of you say you don like me... i really donoe why.... and i really donoe who i'm to you? i really donoe.... all i get is pain pain... why am i so stupid... people already don love me and don like me liao why i still don let you go? cos i still love you okay? even i get alot of pain by seein other people say bad thing about you i really wan beat the person but i canot cos only a stead den can do this to the person i canot cos i don have the right to do this... i already say this is wat my feelin wan write... i only wan meet you out and pass you money den you tell me you don like depot okay nvm... den i say you don like depot the guy right you say yeah... so i noe already.... nvm...

baby i wan to be with you can? i really wan to be with you... but you won be with me wan cos you don love me... why why why... i really love you alot alot... baby i really love you...

baby i only can tell you that i think you really fall in love with other people already ba.. i noe you still love him i noe.. don worry i won be even tellin you that i love you... baby if you still love him den go for him ba... i will be at behind waitin for your love.. baby i just wan is you... cos you only have monkey inside you don have desmond ng inside you at all cos desmond ng has die to you... why only he can make you love why... why i just canot get your love? maybe he is more nice den me maybe he is more hamsome den me maybe he can make you happy.. but me i not nice to you i not hamsome i won make you happy wan... sorry... not i msg you you also won reply me... you will only reply me can send me money... am i your atm or just a stupid person to you or a person who let you use only? i really wan to noe and wat i wan is just a love from you... nvm i only can say i love you

baby i really love you but why you just canot love me... i really wan you cos i really love you alot... bi i really love you.. pls baby i wan to be with you only... i really wan cos i really love you alot pls baby.. baby i love you... baby i wan you... i really love you de...

today i was like keep sayin bebebe.. haha den send you a msg with a bi.. haha i really feel so happy... but when you call me that time i was like so busy until i ans already i say wrong.. cos i call you bi... den i end my call already i feel so happy.. cos i callin you bi.... haha.. but i noe you won say bi back wan... is okay.. cos i noe that i love you.. today robin come work i feel like i'm havin stress cos he don even wan do anything wan... baby can you come to work? i realld nid help.. cos the 2 new people not very good... pls bi i wan you to come work and i wan you to be with me... cos i really love you... you call me to go find 1 more girl... but how... i see unth other people i don have the feelin that i love them... but i see you or your pic i just feel all the love in me... cos i do love you... cos you really really make me love you... baby wat i wan is just you that all... cos you are the wan who make me feel the love and you are the one who change me... you are the wan who i really care i donoe why.. but when i see you talkin to other guy i just feel very very angry.. i donoe why... i really scare you gone.. cos i really love you alot alot... i'm already very tired liao.. cos today i really run alot... and you are the wan who i really wish for... and you are the wan who now wat i wan... but you just don wan give me... haiz baby i really don wan anymore pls come back.. i really keep tryin and tryin and also ask friend for help but you just won come back... i really love you alot alot.. ng yingping pls i desmond bag you... i really wan you... pls plspls my body is very week cos i never eat very well.. and baby i really wish i can be yours.. i really wish that...why you just canot think that i love you... i really wish that you can be mine... really wish... yingping i will tell you this... i won give up on you cos you really make me love you... even you have a stead i still won give up... cos you are the 1 i love and is the only wan i love now... baby pls don go pls... i really don wan you to be sad... i wan you... i will find back the love again... even is very very far i still will say baby i will find it back... cos you are the wan i love and the only wan i love... i noe last time i really do wrong alot of thing... but now i lean already... pls come back can pls i really wan you... to be with me... and baby i noe sometime you haven sleep is only you don wan to reply mine msg only... i noe... i will only tell you send oven or say i update my blog already... but i 1 day really never msg you i will be goin to siao liao... cos i really love you... baby just coe back... you just came back den i will tell you that you are the wan i'm findin for... i won let go of you this time... and i will make you happy everytime and i will let you feel tat you are right to come back to me... baby come back pls... i really don mind you go talk to other guys.... but you i wan you... i really wish you can be my wife... cos i'm goin to make you as my wife cos i really canot let go of you... i wan you to be my wife... cos i really love you alot alot... i do really love you... don believe you can try see i really love you or just wan fuck you... if i wan fuck you i won even love you.. i will just say i wan fuck you... but really love you i don wan fuck you... i wan you cos i love you alot alot... you can come my house and see cos i really love you i won fuck you...pls come back to me i really nid you in my life... cos i really canot don have you... deardear pls... i nid you in my life... baby i will give you everything you wan but just come back can? i really nid you... pls don say anything or say don wan... i really wish you can be with me and i well be the person who give you everything... baby pls come back i really nid you in my life pls.. you wan wat i give but i only wan you only.. pls i really don wan other girls.. even you call janice or jvian i don wan... i wan my yingping and you are the girl who i really love alot alot... i wan you... really wish you are mine... i love you.. i don wan you to go to other guys pls.. i really don wan.. i really wan you...):

baby i miss you again... sorry... i really donoe why i start to miss you again... but i really love you baby... baby pls don go can... baby plsplsplsplsplsplsplspls come to me ...

fine seen is i make you get scoldin right... okay lo... nvm i will pay you back a top up card to you... den i won msg you... seen you say i make you get scoldin wan right okay lo... baby you are right i make you get scoldin... so i will pay you back... i will use my last 30 to buy you back...

i really happy to get 750 lo... haha... baby i got 750 liao... but only tuesday den can get... baby when are you comin back to me? i really love you na... why you just don give me 1 more time mah... if you really scare tat i will do anything to you or wat... don worry i make until you... cos i only wan you only... i won fuck you also... even is really very nice cos your there hothot wan... but i won do it... cos i just wan you baby... i really wan you... i just wan to be with you.... my life is yours... baby i love you... i don care wat i get or wat... i just wan to be with you that all i wan... i really don wan other people to take you away from me... i don wan... cos i feel like killin the person... i just get j____ i donoe wan spell... arharh i wan you baby... baby still remember this... e p ya ya e p e p ya e p ya ya e p ep ya ep ya ya e p ya... hahaha... baby i love you... pls pls pls pls come back to me can? plsplspls

it seen like you have new boyfriend... but is okay i am here to wish you and him can last long.... you wan money i give only but i won even tell you i send money or not... cos you are havin fun outside and i am alot workin... even i still love you also no use to you cos you only have -100% love me only... so wat i do also canot get back you even i change you also won come back... cos you already have some wan already... haiz... baby arh baby wat can i do to get back you le? how can i get back you and you and me are happy with each other... i use my life to wish 1 thing hope will come to me... i wish i can get you back... even you say i still like a small boy is okay... wat i wan is just you... you are my life... but sad thing is you like other people already sad... haiz... thing will not come back to me anymore even my life is gone you won come to my song car... cos i die you won come back or even cry... i wish i die everyone will not noe... i really wan end my life... cos wat i wan nobody even give even you are my stead last time you also donoe... you last time say i never give you wat you wan den me le? wat i wan you all got give? nonono.. cos is like wat you say i'm extra... ya you are right i'm extra to let you all to care... i'm extra in this world... cos this world don have me also don end... befor i die i really wan to say i love you baby deardear.... even you see me down i also will tell you i love you... cos my heart is belong to you form the day i love you... you can take other people wan but you will not find my heart cos my heart is just a paper to you... i really hope you can come back... really... i'm tired and i'm hungry too... i wan to eat... but is okay i will not eat... i will become skinny and skinny... everyweek i will send you money... and you really wan how den how ba... cos i canot stop you.. wat can i do is to sit at there see you and say i love you to the air... cos you won even come and find me when i'm alone... i can only say to inside of me that baby i'm sorry and i love you... i see you i say i love you i don see you i say i love you and miss you also... i donoe you really got other guy outside or wat.. but i don have the right to care already... baby deardear i wish you can be happy forever and i really wan you to take care also den i really don wan to see you get pain and cry again... just help me 1 thing help to say desmond don be extra in this world...

BABY I DON CARE THAT YOU DON LOVE ME OR WAT... WAT I WAN TO SAY IS BABY I LOVE YOU ALOT ALOT... I REALLY DON CARE.... THAT YOU DON GIVE A DEM OR WAT.. I'M HERE TO TELL YOU THAT I'M HERE WHEN YOU NID HELP... BABY I WAN YOU BACK PLS... JUST GIVE ME 1 DAY TO SHOW YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU DEN LAST TIME...

i donoe why i dream about you again... i really wan to be with you tat all... i really wan to be with you and stay happy with you... i will make you happy de... i won make you sad.. pls come to me can pls... i really wan you to be mine stread can... pls come back... i will make you happy de... you give me 1 day see how.. if really canot den i won come ask you liao... pls give me 1 day i will make you happy de... pls come back pls.... i really love you alot... pls forget last time things... now i won do last time things pls come back... if i make you sad i no ball okay... i really love you... pls come back... i really wan you.. i really nid you pls... pls pls pls... i really wan you to come back... i really love you alot alot... pls come back can... i really nid you... pls come back... just don think about last time... you just give me 1 days can liao... den i promise i will make you very very happy i won make you sad at all... pls just 1 day can liao... pls come back... yingping i don care you see me is how or wat but i always love you... i noe the love won happen to me... but i still won give up on you yingping... even is not easy to get you as my stead but i still wan you cos i believe that i will be with you again some day... cos i believe that you and me can be happy if we are together again... cos i will not make you sad or wat anymore... i really love you alot... i donoe you will love me again or not.. but is okay cos i still will tell you i love you baby... even you not happy with me or wat is okay... cos i'm your is just waitin for you to say okay to go in to your inside... i will wait until you let me go in again... is just like fuck... only waitin for you to let me put in... but i will wait cos yingping baby deardear i love you.. you are mine... baby i love you alot

today i was like askin you that can i still be with you again? but you say canot den nvm.. den i donoe robin call you and ask you... and he tell me is because i did not make you happy at all.. okay i noe now... i only just a brother to you only... the video i make i will keep it... thank you... i noe everything already... i really very sad again... i miss you.. i really wan go swim to make myself cool down... but if i swim i will lost my leg... i really wish i lost my leg and just sit at home... i really don wan you to go... i noe wat i do also no use but i really wish you can give me 1 more time... this time i really hope tat we will be happy forever... i really wish to be with you.... baby pls come back i really love you alot alot... and i'm sick now....

yes you are right things has gone is gone but i really canot let go of you... i really canot let go of you... i donoe why.. maybe this is wat should happen ba... i really wan cry out but just canot cry out... i now really very very sad.. i really donoe why pls tell me... wat wrong with me.... you are the one who really i love... i really donoe why i love you until i wan cry.. i really wish now you are there with me... i really miss you... even you come back for 1 day also can... i just wan to be with you... i really wish now i have a beer... i really wan to drink until i really canot take it or until i die.. i really miss you alot alot... i really love you... pls i bag you come back to me i will make you happy and i won make you sad... pls i really wan you... i really wan you to be with me all along pls... i really wan... i really feel very stupid... for leavein you... i'm sorry... nvm you will never noe how i feel until you come to my blog and see... i'm sorry for makin you sad and givin you alot alot of pain last time... sorry... hope you forgive me and give me 1 more time to be with you... if really canot den nvm lo... if really canot den we be best best good friend ba... only i just feel sad and alone again... i have to go back to desmondsad again... desmond forever sad... who will make him happy again nobody will make him happy cos he is useless and stupid... nobody is there to say don give up again.. nobody will say i'm there for you again... i really wan you to come back but it win happen wan.. so i think wat can i say is baby you much be happy in your life okay... don smoke already... baby remember to keep go on in your life okay don give up even there is nobody is there... don give up on the thing tat you wan okay deardear yp.. remember to go on... this is the last tat i can call you dear dear and baby and bi already... baby deardear i love you... even i noe i don have the right to say i love you but i still will say cos i really love you.. i'm sorry... i will just go work and give you money... sorry tat is i'm angry to you sometime.. cos i really very tired and never eat also... baby anything happen i'm there for you... even you got stead i will still tell you i'm there for you... baby remember to be happy and baby deardear jia you... i won msg you so much already cos you are not usin line anymore... baby deardear anything happen i will tell you i love you yp... baby deardear i make a video for you

i really donoe why i still love you even i already noe you won love me why i still don let go of you.. i now i'm stupid but i really donoe why i love you until like this... even i sleep i keep dreamin about you everytime.. i really wish you can come back to me i really hope you can come pls... i really love you alot alot... i donoe you still remember the book the you write.. the book i have write already but i donoe wat i can still say.. cos i really donoe wat can i say liao.. i have been missin you alot alot liao.. even i at school miss you i write in my pohone the note there... i really miss you alot pls come back... i noe last time is i wrong.. but now i won i really won liao.. i just wan to be with you and help you only... i really canot see you don money and never eat because you never eat.. i wan you to go eat and stay happy pls... this is wat i wan only even you don love me is okay i will still help you.. cos you are the person who i love.. but just remember to take my money to go eat.. i really wan you to stay happy and to eat also.. even i now really miss you and feel like takin you hand and run to a place tat i really wan to go... really wan to hold your hand again... you are the girl who make me feel happy and never give up on me when i'm sad... thanks alot.. i really own you alot alot of thing.. wat can i do? i already fall in love with you again... i noe wat i do also no use but i still wil try until i really goin to die... now i will just help you out first... have to pay my sister 180.. wa stress arh... but nvm... i still can go on... i have to work... money pls come to me thanks... 300 don run away you goin to be mine... have to go work den can get alot of money.. den can give pigpig money to eat and spen liao.. den me i will just stop eatin... you no money to eat i really get a pain inside of me i donoe why... i don wan to see you no money anymore from today on i will work for money to give you to eat... ahahahah i miss you again... haha siao liao.. nvm pigpig don give up on thing you goin for okay? jia you pigpig... keep goin for the thing you wish for and don give up on yourself.. don give up on family they will give you money de... be happy with them... i really don wan to say good bye to you pig... cos i really wan to start oven again with you... cos i really caot let go of you... but i noe you will say don wan to be with me de right... hahaha nvm... you really very cute as last time... you really very pretty in my eye.. even you not pretty i also wan you... cos i already fall in love with you again... so is not easy to give up on you.. but if you really wan to be friend den we be friend ba.. you are my best best good friend and you are the girl i love in my whold life... really hope 1 day can meet out and i also hope tat i can send you home again... cos send you home i really feel very happy and save.. i really donoe why i feel like that.. but i really wan send you home... nvm.. you are my best best friend.. haha... pigpig don worry money will send to you de... cos you nid money right... haiz i also donoe i can help you also anot... haiz stupid man you desmond... desmond you are the stupid wan in this world... haiz

i really donoe who i'm to you? wat i only wan is to be with you... you wan how den i can go back to you? even is not easy thing i will do for you... pls i wan you pig... i wan be your stead... i love you alot... and i have been takin your pic and puttin in my phone and make a video... and puttin in my phone.. i won let anyone noe... you really still as pretty as last time... pig i love you..

i don wan to be your brother i wan to be your stead get it... you wan wat i give you okay... you wan baby i can give... i will give you de... so you wan wat i will give but pls come back to me pls... i really wan you dear dear pig... i wan you pls....

i really canot be yours again mah? can i be with you mah? i really wan to be with you... i miss you alot cutecute... pls i wan to be with you only.. pls come back to me pig... and pls let you call you baby & bi again pls...

you noe wat don worry man... i won say anything more... i will only give the thing that you wan.. you wan wat i will give you wat but why you just canot give me wat...

i really very tired... yesterday was like drink alot alot of beer... i was like keep sayin about you.. and was like keep thinkin about you... even i wake up i tot you was at my beside when i wake up... den i was like wan to hug you den think you also not at my beside.. den it is just a dream... but i really wan to stread with you... even you give me 1 day also can... i just wan to be with you only... i wan to be with you and stay happy... i really wan to be with you only... cos i really canot let go of you... inside me... pls don go away... yesterday i really happy to see you at work... tot tml can pei you at work but the boss say 1 girls can come if i go work... at first i say i work everyday but i change to 3 days only... friday and sat and sun only... i really wan to be with you lo...

sometime i really very very stress about work... why 1 is rg other wan is the new work.. hais... i really donoe... why am i so stress.. very very stress... can anyone help me make my stress gone...):

sometime i really donoe why you mast be like this... i really donoe why... but i just canot forget you everytime... even i msg you you don even reply mine msg... even i'm waitin for you msg to call you i was like really happy.. but you never reply mine msg at all.. i think you won msg me ba... nvm i think i really not a friend to you ba... just wan to say sorry for makin you angry yesterday... today i workin the new work donoe you got work or not... but today will be the last i workin the new work... cos i don wan to extra to go in make you or her canot work... so today i work already i will stop already... cos i really miss you alot... today i wake up just feel like huging you but i noe you not at beside me but i use my plo to hug you .. just think about you... i really wish you today can come my house and ton again... cos i really love you.... not because you now become more pretty or wat... even you are not pretty or wat i still love you... even i noe how i do also you won say i love you... cos i no more to you already... but i really wish 1 day you can be mine again.... really wish you can be mine.... i love you

yesterday the bbq was bored.. and i really miss you tat you was there with me... i really feel sad... i really love you... not beacuse of your face become pretty den i come back de... is i really got the love the feelin tat why i wan you back.... and i really hope tat i can say to you pls come back to me and i really hope i can call you bi again... really miss you): i really wan you to come back t me can... pls... even they ask why i like no mood no mood wan.. i only say cos no money.. i really don wan to say out... but i was drinkin den think again and again... do i get 1 more time? or it will never happen cos you alredy don wan me? i really canot do anything to get you back mah? really canot mah? but i really hope tat 1 day you can tell me that i still can have you... den i promis tat i will be very good to you and i promise tat i will give you everything... really de... if i really get you... but now i just be your best best friend lo... you nid money den i give lo...

today is the bbq day... i will miss you.. will miss your make the food for me... i really happy tat i got you as my bi last time...(: well just got to say i love you... erm got to go now... haha bye blog.. bye my dear i love you... a kiss to you...

i really donoe why i feel very scare to let people to take you away... i really donoe why... i really very scare...):

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING

I'm sorry! why you wan stead with me at the first place.. you say you don like me at the first place... den why...

tell me why i just canot forget you... pls tell me... you today call me can say lend you 20... de give you but you today wan to make me cry at bus you noe... you make me cry again... i really donoe why okay... really donoe why i just canot froget you... why you just wan to do this to me... why... why you just canot see wat i wan... i only wan to be with you tat all i wan... you give him i time why you don give me... wat i do to let you say no... wat i do... wat i do wat.. you think you are the 1 who is stress... den me le... i just because of a girl that i love i become like this... i jus wan to give you love tat all i wan... i wan to be with you that all i wan... i really canot let you go okay... i canot... i really canot let you go... i just wan to meet you tat all i wan... i really donoe why... tell me pls... tell me... i really wan you to be with me... i really don care you force yourself to come or to love me... just come back pls i bag you... pls i bag you... i really wan you... i really nid you to be with me... i really nid you to beside me... i really wan you to be the person is beside me... pls come meet me pls i bag you... i really wan to see you.. pls come... pls... you wan wat i give but just come meet me pls... i really wan to meet you pls...

now i really wan to noe wat i really wan... wat i wan? why am i like this... am i really so let you don love me?

This 2 pic will never happen agian.. why cos this girl have a new stead already... den this boy die already.. no more in this world

am i really so bad until you don even love me at all? am i? i really got let you so don love mah... wat i do do let you say you don love... wat i do... you wan money i give den you wan ton i pie you ton.. den you wan lappy i lend you why you just say you don love me? can tell me pls...

Am i really lost to the person you love?

why wan to keep meetin you??? tell me

why i keep go to your facebook and see your pic.. why i just canot stop seein your pic even not at facebook my phong my phone have your pic... my com have your pic why... whywhy.... why everytime i just canot stop thinkin about you... sleep dream about you never sleep also think about you wat wrong with me.... i really very tired.... i really wan hug you and don let go...

i hat my life...

i think i really is nobody to you ba... why am i just worry and why am i love you... even i love you alos no use cos you don even love me cos you already got someone inside you... ): i'm no use to you already.. this have change... i really very tired... can i just hug you today? can i just kiss you and don let go of you today... can i just go out with you 1 day? can i be happy again? now i noe how you feel when you break with me that time... but is good tat you have found a love again... well i also donoe wat can i say... seen i say i will help you in money den i will just help you in money lo... if you wan money den send me a msg say you wan 20 or wat lo... i will try to send you lo... even it is very tired of workin but you nid money den i will only send you lo... even i really wan you that won be happenin wan.. cos me to you is nothing already.. only just a person that is stupid only... and even i am not a friend to you or just a person you use or a friend or wat i really don care why you are the wan tat i love... wat i have to love you.. i don have money like them i don have a ball to fight i don have everything i don have i am just a person who keep fail things... i'm not like them.. i'm stupid get it

i wan to hug you i wan to meet you... i noe you is don wan meet me right... if you don wan meet me den tell me... pls reply my msg can... am i so annoyin to you? I donoe i still can get you mah.. i noe wat you goin to say... but why?

my head is very pain now... and havein flu again.. really feel so sick now.. hope tml i can go work at rg...

sometime i askin myself who i'm to you? who? maybe you are right.. i should shut up and get lost of your life ba... maybe i should not go in your life in the first place ba... i really so extra la... you already love someone liao why i still so extra...

I'M EXTRA TO YOU

i thing i really canot really be there for you.. well i see all the commet you and the person you love post at facebook.. seen you really love him alot... even i how mach i love you now also no use already... i will just go work den get the money to you...

i really wan to noe why only... i really don care you see me like how or wat... but i only wan say is i will help you until the end of my life... why cos you are the noe who make me wake up... den you help me alot.. now i'm here to help you... money i will give to you.. but you have to promise me to eat well and stay happy that all i wan... i can don eat to give you.. even i noe is stupid to say love you.. i noe i give you alot of unhappy thing.. but i really hope to say is give up on everything and start a new life... a new life is batter den old life.. why cos i also form a old life become a new life.. wat i am tryin to say is start a new life forget all the unhappy this tat has give you a pain... and life were never easy... there is still alot of this outside we still have to face it... even is not easy friend and family are there for you... friend and family will not see us down... you fall down friend and family will give you a hand you let you go on in life.. we will never say you canot.. we will say go on you can do it.. i have fall alot of time but who help me and go on in life is my friend and family.. they help me in my life... so go on in life don give up.. don care wat other people say or see... i'm a person who can give up my life and help a friend who really nid help... i can be stupid i can let people bully or wat... but when you nid help i will be there... i can be hum i can be no ball.. but you nid help i will go... if is not easy to forget the person you love but just to tell you if really canot just don... just stay happy just try to think of other thing ba... i won text you or wat... only when i nid something den i will text you... even i'm sad i also won cos you maybe busy or not free... so wat can i do is just lie down on my bed and just sad den water will come out from eye i als0 donoe why... so from today on i will not tell you all i'm sad or wat anymore... even you all ask i will just tell you i'm happy... tat's all...

i really donoe why i just miss you and i also donoe why i just wan to meet you and really....

I'm sorry for all the thing that happen.. i noe i'm not the person you wan now i noe...