yes you are right things has gone is gone but i really canot let go of you... i really canot let go of you... i donoe why.. maybe this is wat should happen ba... i really wan cry out but just canot cry out... i now really very very sad.. i really donoe why pls tell me... wat wrong with me.... you are the one who really i love... i really donoe why i love you until i wan cry.. i really wish now you are there with me... i really miss you... even you come back for 1 day also can... i just wan to be with you... i really wish now i have a beer... i really wan to drink until i really canot take it or until i die.. i really miss you alot alot... i really love you... pls i bag you come back to me i will make you happy and i won make you sad... pls i really wan you... i really wan you to be with me all along pls... i really wan... i really feel very stupid... for leavein you... i'm sorry... nvm you will never noe how i feel until you come to my blog and see... i'm sorry for makin you sad and givin you alot alot of pain last time... sorry... hope you forgive me and give me 1 more time to be with you... if really canot den nvm lo... if really canot den we be best best good friend ba... only i just feel sad and alone again... i have to go back to desmondsad again... desmond forever sad... who will make him happy again nobody will make him happy cos he is useless and stupid... nobody is there to say don give up again.. nobody will say i'm there for you again... i really wan you to come back but it win happen wan.. so i think wat can i say is baby you much be happy in your life okay... don smoke already... baby remember to keep go on in your life okay don give up even there is nobody is there... don give up on the thing tat you wan okay deardear yp.. remember to go on... this is the last tat i can call you dear dear and baby and bi already... baby deardear i love you... even i noe i don have the right to say i love you but i still will say cos i really love you.. i'm sorry... i will just go work and give you money... sorry tat is i'm angry to you sometime.. cos i really very tired and never eat also... baby anything happen i'm there for you... even you got stead i will still tell you i'm there for you... baby remember to be happy and baby deardear jia you... i won msg you so much already cos you are not usin line anymore... baby deardear anything happen i will tell you i love you yp... baby deardear i make a video for you